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2010-02-03T21:28:00.003+08:00

Had Eng and Language paper today.. It's a common test..
Well,have loads of homework.. Friggin homeworks.. Eng,Socialstuds,Mly,Math anddd DnT..
Happy to say i didnt do Ss and DnT..
Damn tired.. I feel withdrawed.. Exasperated.. DE-VASTATED.. Hancor beb..
Nothing much to say.. Oh yes..
Yesterday S.S said the most touching ive ever heard from him.. Didn't know he really aprreciates it.. Well done my friend.. You're simply awesome.. Thanx for making my day..

I miss 1F.. Even though went through alot of pains and bad times,i knew i had friends who'd still think im someone to them.. Sec2,all i know was emptiness.. Changed.. Everything changed.. I was throwing myself in negatives words.. Sprinkling sadness all over me..
I recalled my sec1 camp.. What did we do?
We cheered as a Team,a Class,a Family,that persisted.. Didnt even mind how exhausted we were.. We won.. Though we won 2nd in the Frisbee game,we won in cheering in supporting each other.. We're champions in that.. And that's the best.. If you realise,it was love that we won.. It was friendship.. It was all because of 1F..

2010-01-18T17:11:00.007+08:00

Ae Na Young

Todaay is B-O-R-I-N-G booring.. Really.. Not fakin it beyhbeh..
Had a malay sec1 thingy meeting,fun but it's really sad i can't come along to visit Chow Yang.. Due to this meeting thing luh.. But whatever it is i hope Siang Seng didn't forget to give my letter to him.. eerrrgh..
Or CY won't be able to read it..
Reminds me of,Boon Chai.. Now lost contact de with him.. Duno y leh.. Found new friends marh.. So yea..

Toopid uh all the 'sec 2s three minah2 kampong'(1,2,3..britney spears gang).. They quarell with my cuzon,Sofia,thinking that she's a BITCH?!
And there goes them saying she's part of a BITCH's family.. Now that makes me reallay2 angry.. and here's the thing.. I am part of the family too,didnt they know that? What are they tring to tell us? Like their family's perfect like that..Then what are they? Mutants?? Aliens?? BEASTS? Not happy with my cousin go fly kite luh..relaxing.. No need to say2 all the cunning words.. They started it first. Nope don't wanna fight but im stating a fact here.. They never use their brains.. NOT MATURE.. Bleah sorry to say that but they have to accept it.. It's natural.. =)
No offencee.....
Im eviill... LOL!

Right2 forget it.. Don't wanna get into these stupid stuffs.. For what right? There's my life to concentrate on..
Ada agree? Jyea..

All i know is God knows.. Hehehe..

Why are all my friends so tall? Cause im short! Lols.. Heck care lurh.. Will grow tall one dee ^^
and guesse what? My english are getting worse........ No no think positive =)

Senior version..

2010-01-16T16:02:00.001+08:00

2010-01-14T21:55:00.002+08:00

I Love Nike..

2010-01-08T21:49:00.004+08:00

; Even though your love is gone,even though it's said and done,you're my one and only..

Im just speechless..
I wanted to tell him different thing and end up inviting him to my birthday..
I wanted to confess n release all my unspoken words to him and end up having saying im nothing..
But it's so diff.. I changed the story.. I INVITED HIM TO MY BIRTHDAY???? Well acctually tts wut i planned but i am NOT READY.
I am all jittery and MY EYES,so watery.. Don't wanna let Mom see..
I want him to say "You're Nothing" , to me..
SAY IT!!
What is it tt make me look like a HUMAN WITHOUT FEELINGS to you??
What had i done.. I loved you and i stiil do..
Now let's face the fact.. Im nothing compared to you..
You have alot who wants to make you feel happy..
You're like everything..Everything like what i'd said in 2008.. And u still are everything.. Can't you see?
I suffer so much for you.. I sacrifice my times thinking of you..
Everything around me is you,your face,about you..
Hah!Puppy love they say..
But i tell you,if my love is true,i'll wait for you.. And i will..
No matter how many years.. My true love is just for you..
Wasting my time loving him Nadia? But i can't let go.
What? The problem is i can't let go?
Let me tell you what,some love starts from d age of 14..
Don't believe me? Well i heard it happening alot of times.. I hve evidence..
I hve witness..
So if i say i really love him,I MEAN IT.

1/1/10 that day ; think about u all da tym.,

2010-01-02T00:10:00.010+08:00

Yesterday,at 2.00am which means this morning,i got back from Marina for the countdown.. When mom surprised me with a new mini laptop for me which im currenlty using now.. Acctually for the price,i rather buy d new U1 Satio Sony Ericson.. Oooo... I want tt.. But anw,i appreciate her gift.. The fireworks at Marina was awesome.. Met Amelia,Nat,Haqim,Azuan and Asri.. But certain things didnt turn out well.. Yaluh tt Nat!Haiyo..Went missing..

N then i was supposed ta meet with Naz.. Another disapointing accounter.. We need ta talk..

But anw,it was awesome.. Ate Chicky rice then Pizza.. Yum.. So noisy.. All da singapore freaks which includes me were shouting all the way.. Haha.. N yes,i did cry for some reasons n i made some wishes too..

Then taxi fare was like 20dlrs over.. Oh as i walked along the bridge near d esplanade,i met wit Aiman's mom.. Heh.. It was funny..and and,tt guy was trying ta ask me ta be his.. ~~Suree~~.. Hell no cuz, my love is permanent for someone else.. D Mr imperfect but perfect to me..

AND,i tried my very best ta send d msgs to my friends due to d network prob n dere's one or two who dun seem ta appreciate it.. Right? sad ay.. =(

; Mom's idea -.-

Amazingly the next day,which is today luh(only now is midnight and..acctually it's da same day but it's only in d afternoon) went ta Bufay at Orchard then went window and food shopping with ALL my cousins.. Awesomeness.. Laughed alot.. Then tomorrow,we're goin ta watch a movie at Vivo.. Aha! n buy some Adidas or wutever clothes luh..

What have I got to do to make you love me..

What have I got to do to make you care?

What do I do when lightning strikes me

And I wake to find that you're not there..

What do I do to make you want me..

What have I got to do to be heard?

What do I say when it's all over..

And sorry seems to be the hardest word..

It's sad, so sad..

It's a sad,sad situation..

And it's getting more and more absurd..

It's sad, so sad..

Why can't we talk it over?

Oh it seems to me,

That sorry seems to be the hardest word..

What do i do ta make u see...

Mv.

2009-12-30T02:00:00.020+08:00

How can i just watch u guys leave,cause we worked as a Team,as a Class,as a Family..

; Theme song for today.. Play it.

Today,had a devastating day..
Heard i got into class 3E1.. Thx fer those who checked 4 me..
I hyate it when it's time to seperate..
Lost my mom's ring.. N my guitar lesson's card..
Mom saw me crying in my room after midnight yesterday.. Man,i was so embarrased..
She don't really know the reasons y..
Let it be words left unspoken..
"Maybe one day,YOU will keep my diary..It's all about n for you,and you will know.."

legend of the SEEKER ; Nadia version

2009-12-24T23:18:00.006+08:00

; I happen ta came by this image when i was Googling.. Quite meaningful..To me.

Today,yes today,went out with my dearest Ratna..Cik Leha,nanny and Aunt Misah..

Ovanyte at her house today..

Anyway,just now,both Cik Leha and Aunt Misah asked me wut d word J at my necklace stands for..

Well,i didnt say anythng and just smiled.. They gave cute answers,some Jamaludin,some Jamil..

hahs..At last,Cik Leha said Jon..

I immediately kicked Ratna's leg n we laughed..

Unfortunately,Cik Leha noticed my bracelet which has someone's name..

She wanted ta see wut was written at my bracelet but i didnt give her any chance..

But acctually,my Aunt Misah knew it long wut was acc written n told Cik Leha.. habes!Pecah lobang!

Then,Cik Leha go "ooooh..Good good.. Jonathan is good..But never tke others"..

I went speechless and just yea,just,shut up..

When we were in the car,otw home,the song 'One less lonely girl' came on air.. I got addicted to it tt i sang it even after the song end.. Surprisingly,out of the sudden,Aunt Misah sang "One less lonely Jonathan.."

AND,she kept repeating it lyk for 10 tyms..Untill we reached at her house's stairs..

I know i shouldnt be writting hyis name too public but dere's no negative about hyim..

I want hyim ta noe tt he's not nothing..

At certain tyms,i feel confusse n just lost..

Where has my concern go to?Nobody sees it.. Im just concern because i want to!Y is it so hard ta make hyim understand..

Sometimes'he wont even reply my msgs..Sometyms,he will..

Sometimes,i feel lyk,he dun even gve a damn..

I mean lyk,wut m i.. A human without feelings?

I dont go round telling ppl im obssess over hyim.. Maybe i did without knowing im making a mistake.. But i feel lyk telling the whole world.. I duno how ta confess or say it.. Y cant anyone just understand..

I was so happy with him.. I just want another chance..

I also want him to know,tt if he still have tt feeling for me just abit,i hope he'll give me a chance.. But if nothing at all,it's okae.. I'll wait until i can..

I promise.. Most importantly,my promises r never meant ta b broken.. U noe tt Shells..

Who cares about his attitude!Nobody's perfect.. I lyk hyim for wut he had made of me..

I dun care if he cant make me happy.. Seeing tt he's mine,i'll be happy..

Its just he,himself tt makes me happy.. Wut's happier den being witt him..

hah.

Ratna says "okae fine let's go.."

....

2009-12-22T00:55:00.006+08:00

; I noe it's kinda ugly,but i drew with all my hart.. =)

- My Mama bought a new LG touched phone(cuz she lost her loved phone),and fine i admit i'm kinda jealous -.- But for some reasons i dun mind.. Cuz im waiting for...

- ..U1 Satio Sony Mp! Frankly speaking,i hyate LG ^^ Lyf's Good ay..

- Met this chinese teenage looking guy hu works in an M1 shop wer i met hyim,at Jurong point,heh..Long story..

- Gosh! I saw J on "her" phone =0

- Practising hard day after day for d song.. Exciting but currently having flu n damn it,head aches..

- Everyday singing crazyly at home =D(tt includes practising,n yea,sum dramas) Such boredom nid such stuffs..

- o.O! Heard cat screaming.Wish i could go down n find out..

- Currently msging Asri n Aiman's mommy..

- Tomorrow's da day im meeting Aiman's mom at Tamp 1..Hopefully we're goin to M1 shop *winks*.. N she's gonna buy me school shoes!Well tts wut she said..

- Waiting for my bag RATNA! =D

- I miss school but dun feel lyk going ta school yet..

- Waiting for 30th of Dec ta arrive!

- Currently rainning.. I love it...

2009-12-16T01:30:00.015+08:00

Whenever tt i thought tt myb possibly,i had gotten over u.. My hart jst proved me wrong again.. No matter how hard i try ta forget u,i cant.. Cuz ure da reason my hart beats.. Without u,my body is empty.. No hart,no soul,but most importantly,no you.. Jst gve me a 2nd chance.. Cuz tts all it tkes ta mke me hapie once again..

; Knowing tt he was once mine n i'd lost hyim,is killing me lyk poison in my veins..

Thought of meeting the basketballers tomorrow.. JUST ryte infront of my house =D Gd ay? No nid ta walk so far,no nid tke bus,tke mrt luh all tt..No need no need...
Anw,met wit a csisco(uuur duno hw ta spell),Tan Chio Pheong.. HAHAHAHAHA! Funny.

N.A.D.I.A tik tok

Give me a chance..

2009-12-06T20:21:00.022+08:00

2 years waiting n she'll keep doing it....
I really duno how ta write my thoughts dwn..
Do u realise tt tomorrow is suppose ta b our outing..
=( Sadly,evrytin's cancelled..
Your smiles..Haiz..Just wish ta c them again..
It seems so not ryte without u..
FLASHBACKS! Aww... =( tt happens all da tym..
Ppl say dun cry for sum1 hu wont cry for u..
But cryin do mke u feel kinda relief aftr tt..
So,u can cry n cry for sum1 hu u wnt ta cry to..
But crying won't help..
So,I pray for u..
And it depends..
I hyate it wen u said tt u can't mke me happy wen acctually only wen ure dere im hapie..

For nights,i've been writing all wut ive got ta say to u dwn in a black book..Cuz i noe i cant say dem to u..

Now,tings r different..N im startin ta find da same tings again..

Today wen i reached home,i just broke down..

Ive been wanting to tell u wut ive been wanting..But nvr got a chance to..

I wanted to watch stars with you..
I wanted to hold ur hand tyte,n nvr let it go..
I wanted to wipe your tears away..
I wanted to make u smile evryday..
N now i want to want dem all back..

Give me a chance...

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2009-12-03T00:07:00.007+08:00

OKAEY!My post was deleted bcuz of tt computer from d library..

But nehmind i forgive..Mls nk lyn..

Had a sad day yesterday..Tt "persoon" didnt reply my msg.. I was just concern..Wrong meh?

Reply luh!I wasnt talking lame anw ryte?Open ur hart.

toopid lurhs..

hmm..

Being a simple gurl is just so beautiful..It's natural *winkwink* ;)

Though lyf may sumtyms be miserable..

Friends are your life lighters.

SHELLLLLAAA!!UPLOAD QUICKLY!!
Cant even do it for me??
hmph.

hampa btoll..

kae luh..

2009-11-28T19:05:00.005+08:00

I HAVE NOT GOTTEN MY BBQ PICAS!!
Shella!~ Upload as soon as possible okeh!=D
Hah..
Durin tt Bbq day,gossh was awesome especially my tyms with Shella..
To Zhong Yao n Marcus,i thank you for pushin me into da sea -.-
I lyk da part wen we played soccer too..=)
Awesome..
Too bad Shells n i had ta leave early tt nyte..Her mom fetched us n i went to my granny's house wich is quite near luh..Blk 15 =DD
Heard rumour which im nt sure wether ta believe.. Hurting but content tho.
But "she" assured da truth to me da next day..
But seriously,i dont mind..
As long as "ehem"s happy,okae dah.Im content!

IRSHAD!!!!!!! hahahaha.. freakdumb =p
Gd news fer Shells..
For me,im not tt sure yet..No news..
Only i hope tt i stil have hope for it..
Hahs..

Miss Azleen..Im missing u already D=
Though u may not read my post,only God noes..

Okae luh..
Tilly here..

; Someone is crying,feeling da pain with you too. It's not only u.

North South East West,who's da best?!We are,we are,we are da best!GOOO 2F!

2009-11-16T21:25:00.012+08:00

FYI,i am so HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2F,won 1st in the competition fer d earth2 thingy..Jyea!I noe we rawk..We're da champions!wooo,hoo..
Here are some of da pics of our learning fiesta day..
N our sculptures tt we hve done..Awesome kan??I noe!
We noe it!We noe we're gona win...Awwww....
And and,I LOVE U MR GHAZALI!!!!~Thx thx thnk u sooo much for gving me d opportunity~I blanje u nougats again okae..??Haha..
Okae tts about it!
I miss 2F....

; Friendship is da best gift u can ever get..

END. =DDD

2009-11-16T15:09:00.007+08:00

Had a weird nyte yesterday..
Ratna n i couldnt sleep but Mark called n so we chat otp..
Huhu..I was keeping quiet while he chatted with Ratna aka Kuku..
I heard every word he said n almost fall asleep..
Haha..
But b4 tt,we talked about butts...N so...Wuts ryte with deyar butts,wuts wrong with ours??=DD
Well,thx to Mark,Raty Kuku had a gdnyte sleep..
Hahaha!!
I gotta admit tt wen he story to me about all da moments we once had b4,i almost cried!!It was so sad n touching..
But i was pissed off with hyim den..
N i heard tt he cried while talking bout "us"??Aww..Tts a sweet thing ta do for a gurl..
Haha..

This afternoon just now,Raty n i went ta fetch Dharma(her brother) 4rm skul..
N we went home by bus..After we got down,there were these crazy guys in blue calling us..
I mean lyk wuttahel??But dey were further away from us..
N da most tak tawu malu sentence dey gave me was "U!U!I NAK U!" n dey smiled...
N kip calling again..N dey whistled..
N dey shouted n shouted n shouted until we reach under this one block wer dey couldnt see us..
Awww...sad for dem..
But dey said "Bye" with a BIG BIG smile... =DD
hahaha..

Ohhkaey..Im bored ryte now..
Hungry uh..
heehee..

2009-11-14T20:01:00.007+08:00

Few days have gone by...
Sitting all alone,enjoyin da nyte's breeze..Waaaah..
My smooth,silk hair's flying across da world.. =DDD
Hah!

Tis few days ive been so bored at home..
Rily rily bored..to DEATH.
N im rily confussed n frus..
I duno y uh..
Each problem, is attacking me each day..
Ratna ask "wut problems do u have??" with her stoink face..
-.-
But she cheered me up all da tym..
She even blanje me NAUGHTY G..
Chey joking luh..
She pay for my cab's fare..
Summore?
Oh she blanje d drink..OH!Fyi i drink =D
Lastly, she farted infront of me..O.O
Sooo LOOUUD!"proooooooooot!"
I swear wen she gets off her seat later,dere wil be a patch on da chair dere with no skin..
Her mom's gona pay for it..Huhu...Sedih..
Ratna Ratna..My most lovable cuzon...
Awwwww (sarcasm)
We had loads of fun today..
Furst in da mrt got 2 mats dere..
One wana ask my num but i dun lyk hyim..Den d otha one i loikeee...tapi ader gurlfren..
Kesiaan..
But frankly speaking,i didnt mean it wen i said i lyk hyim..Just wana pisspiss my cuzon off xD
N den we got home,b4 tt i complained my leg was in pain..Stupid adios.
Den after tt she begged me of taking cab home...But we went in an expensive cab,but hehe..She pay fer it =DDD
"ass -.-"
We got home,my eyeliner smutched cuz i scrubbed it all off...I luk lyk an insect.Well tts wut she said..
Den we lied dwn on da bed..(2 diff beds -.-) n den we stared at each otha,n den out of sudden,i sang a stupid song..N she luk out of da window emo2..
N i danced lyk in da club..
Dier lagi boleh mkn roti shiok2..
N den i lied on da bed,n i said "we're weird cuzons"n den we laughed..
I even pulled her BRA lol!!
Hahahahaha!!N it came off...
Ciaan bucuk2...Oh!
I cant forget wen she even asked for my permission wether she can fart..
Didnt hve tym ta say yes or no,her big huge gas came off..
Huhu..
Surprisingly,she's eating a plum wich contains a small tiny winie ting wich luks lyk chocalate chip..
Haiz..

But acc,i fil kinda sad bcuz,dere's tis one guy,whom i acc lyk n treat lyk my dearest,fell in lrv wit sum1 else..
U c i got confussed over tis..
I duno wether he's crious wen he said he wnts me ta wait fer hyim..
HAAAAH!
I got over u!!(i duno if i mean it)I tried stopping u from **************** n u treat me lyk wth..It seems to me tt u dun wana b alone.
Said we're close n u noe i'll b dere for u,but wut freak??
Lies.
Gdnyte.
N im stil lovin,"ADAM CHEN!!" ^^

Anw,furst we laughed while reading tis post..But if we're gone,we will cry while reading even though it's funny..

Ratna!!Bluek! =DDD

2009-11-11T00:57:00.003+08:00

Just the best.

2009-11-07T20:18:00.002+08:00

Dere's so much i wana say to u guys,2F..
But i just duno hw ta write it down..
I wil always hve tis diary with me,n xpress all my ups n downs in dere..N yea,felt a lil better after letting it out..

Hey Marcus..Yo i read ur blog =)
It was a pleasure ta show my concern..Once in a while u noe..Take any chance i hve..
Haha..
Haiz..

Saliha aka Salleh Royo,thx fer everything!We used ta b some wut lyk "enemies"..
Haha lol =) But after da CARD thingy,we bcum crazy together,happy together..U drivin me nuts bebeh..Im missin u =)

Shels...Remember ol da songs we've created??Lolss..
Haha.."Aeroplane zooming" , "**,** wo ai ni =) "HOHOHO!
Hees..wow..All da tyms we had ^^

Bout BGR n relationship thingy,lets forget all bout it..
So much sacrifices ive given in.
I duno if i can face it again..
It's so different after a break..
But somehow,my love is unwavering.
Plus,forget all about JAYPEE stories..haha..
It was nothing.

Btw,Im confussed bout my transfering of skul thingy..
I mean lyk,i dont know if i wana do it.
Da answer will be revealed next year..
C if i appear infront of u guys..

Tcaire niggas!!;D

2009-11-05T01:01:00.005+08:00

Tis was taken on da last day of skul..
Haiz...It was indeed a dramatic,emotional day..I cried ol da way til Shels n i reached da park..
Bck ta being da lame "emo gurl"..
TT day,ah hartbreaking especially Jon's part..
AFter he walked away,after da shakin hands thingy,sudddenly dere's a sudden flash back..
reminding me of da past...EVERYTHING,chapter by chapter..
Tts y i cried -.-
OKae lets forget it..
(no i cant D: )

2F,im missing u.. Yea,tis is one of my room's shelf.

Chow Yang's leaving to Australia i guesse..Ta study dere..BUt y seh..
Last tym it was Boon Chai..
But anw,im leavin too ryte...
Tcaire Chow Yang..We're gona mis u..

; Lose me. =( Only den u'll treasure me..

Lazy,die die just read.

2009-11-04T01:56:00.007+08:00

Today let's just say it's fantastic =) Okae im lying.
It wasnt tt fun..Had nuting ta do at home..Watched tv d whole day..
Im goin crazy this holiday..
But i went to my FURST guitar lesson n it was(sigh)good-.-
Dere were 6 students inc me..
3 of dem r malays,includin me-.-
anotha 3 of us r chineses..
Dere's one perticular gurl,hu kept staring at me..She's lyk,a primary skul student i guesse..
I hope she's not a bitch..Haha..
Dere's tis 1 secondary guy,hu kept luking at me n i had quite a hard tym trying ta get my keys right..Uncomfortable..Hoho..
But im glad he's such a gentleman ^^
Lucky d lesson's only for an hour..

Den dere were these so called "immature-voice boys" hu disturbed me while i was otw to my lesson..Perthatic i just walked away b4 dey could ask my num..
Let me tell u a secret..Mat Reps seems immature..(kk SOME.) .....
Okae tts not a secret im sure alrt of u guys out dere is aware of it..
No no to Offence.
To Minah Reps,stop starin at gurls hu u tink r much mre prettier den u..
Cant expect ta exchange faces..
Troubles?dun create 1.Smoke?Go on im happier.

Olryte now,i hve a Q in mind,ZUL WER R U???!!!!
Okae tts it.
Buhbye..

2009-11-03T00:24:00.004+08:00

Went out to skul today with Shels ta send our forms to d office..^^L
After tt we went to lunch at Century Square with Asri..

Lols!He dyed his hair,tis tym hyis colour is lighter..

Fyi,b4 i went out i acctually highlighted my hair..Just ta lighten my previous fringe colour...FOR FUN^^

Bleah..

Okaeokae..

Lets change d topic..

I have a terrible news..

My friend,dear 17 year old Hafiz had just passed away..On 31st Oct at 10am due to sumtin wich i cannot tell..

Even though im not tt close to hyim,i fil VERY sad for hyim..

Prayed for hyim..N so,yea...=(

Rest in peace dear Hafiz..

(well i cried)

Played with guitar d whole day except durin d nyte(cuz i heard my mom said tt ghost wil cum?oohh tt is so not true..Isnt it?)But anw,i heed her advice..Afraid it's true..Gaahaha..Dun wana frighten my neighbours..Heh..

*yawn* Im lyk so sick today..Havin flu..

Tilly here..

Tcaire everyoness..

Loves,

Nad.

2009-10-31T18:28:00.006+08:00

Friendship is a great bind and what makes this relationship so beautiful is the fact that over a period of time it grows deeper and till the end of our lives we are surrounded by the beautiful company of our friends..

Being with u guys was da best thing in my lyf..

2F = family.

2009-10-20T21:33:00.009+08:00

Went out wit bro..N my nenek n my atok to an open house..Jyeaa...

Tt was lyk 2 days ago i guesse?

hahs!!

Okae2 den after d event,Abg n i went ta mit Mark,Isyad n mie new fwen ^^ tt is Aidah!!

My clip was on Mark's shirt -.- Lol.

We tok bout Banglas okae wutaver..
Oh yea i remember nw tt tt day was on d 17th of Oct,Mark's Bdae..He blanja us Secret Recipe n my bro n Isyad a shirt each..Syukor Alhamdulillah....
Fuh!Pye sdp makanan!
Shiok..
But tt day was full of dramas..haix..

Banyak Bangla..Hoho..No oppence..

Den after ol tt da next day i tink?Went to pasa Geylang wit Mom n Nenek..

Den d day after tt day went ta Ecp wit Asri n Abg..

Woohoos!

Pakai sluar ktat uh dorang but lyk wut my aunty had said "Merosakkan buah."

I bet u noe wut it means..

Hehe..

Kae..Tilly here..

Takin care evrybdy..

Cyg all!

I wana msg my dearests..

Buhbye..=D

READ don't be lazy..

2009-10-16T22:01:00.004+08:00

Went to City Hall today -.-
Shella n i were supposed ta go to ECP..N we were tinkin of takin a fiddle bus ryte infront of our school so we tried..
Den da Bus 14 came..So we decided ta tke a ride on it..Hahas..
N so d journey started..
It was a double decker so we decided ta go up..n....We met Jon n Chun Hua!
Lol..D back seats were taken so we had no choice but ta take da front seats tt were ryte bhind dem..
But we didnt talk =( Sad yea i noe..
Shel's n i were lyk laughin bhind dem erd due to sumtin..Hahs..No no not bout dem..
=) I do felt hapie atm,as well as sad..
...dun tok bout it luh..
Im just glad i had da chance ta lyk err,have a journey wit Jon in da bus for lyk long mins?
Tts ol i can deserve luh..
................Rytee.....
N den,we missed Roxy Square tt was located near Tanjong mall n we were suppose ta go to ECP near Parkway but end up City hall..xDYea..After highway we're lyk laughin ol da way..hahs..
Jon n Chun got off d bus at Raffles i tink..N we got down at d next stop...
We tried ta walk to Raffles area dere but guesse wut,i got ta admit,We-Were-Lost. =)
N end up at Suntec city!Hahs!
But we did had fun explorin n walkin around in skul uniform..We were tinkin dere's oni us in Bedok South uni..Haha..Extraordinary..
Bleah..
We shopped in Suntec City at last..Went to Calvin Klein n we bought a man -_-
Bought sausage bun..xD
Lastly,Shella n i went home but Shells got d wrong train xD
She end up at Ang Mo Kio..Hahaha!She kold me n i helped her luh wut else..
Den i,Nadia,missed Jurong East station n got off at Chinese Garden-.-
Sumtin was on my mind at tt moment..
Hmm..
kae tts it fer today . =]
Didnt take much pictures..Ol deleted cuz was equite perthatic n too bright..
Haha..
Nehmind..Today's memorable..
Da day wen i had a weird tym wit Hyim..N fun tym wit Shella =)

Nadia.

2009-10-11T01:23:00.013+08:00

Went to Shel's open house taday..
Haha!Met Hafiz,Asri,Naz,Khairi,Saiful & our 2f dears..Heh!
Fun fun!~But got so tired...Tt i went sick..Haha i noe its LOL!
Here r sum pics but not ol r here..Cuz Safiq hasnt upload em..
heh..
Okeh okeh..

Lol.All d gurls faces were covered..Haha..Stylee..Shella went ta d ryte n i went to da left n Amel covered her face wit an ampao i guesse?haha..Da camera was so called CANDITING.Hah!I duno hw ta say it luh..I tink my peeps understand..Ryte ryte?? ^^ Hur!

Anw today,bleah....Played truth or dare..hahs!I gave tough jobs fer "daring" ppl..
Heehee..
Kae luh..Not much ta tok about..
GOODLUCK OL FER YA END OF YEAR EXAM!~

נαуρєє ℓσνєѕ ¢ℓαяα..BUT ωυтανєя ιт ιѕ,ι'ℓℓ ℓяν υ υηтιℓ ι ¢αη.

Alalalalalong!

;Lol i just suxx in Mz Azleen's blog piccture corner..Lol.I swear tt wasnt me.Gaaah!So diff -_-

2009-10-04T15:19:00.008+08:00

Hey!
I deleted ol my previous posts except fer below..
Hmm..Chatted wit Salihyper in da morning..Jyeaa..
Talked so much..Haha..
Was sad..N in da phone we have our theme song..Drama -.-
Lol uh!
Now im currently chattin wit Kadri n Wanchap!=D
Hah!
-_- I have notin ta say uh..Hvnt study fer exam yet u nooe =o
Bleah.
Kae lurhs~
Till here..
Ouh!Asri..Tomorrow's d day *wink*
Plus,WISHING THOSE TAKIN 'N' LEVELS n O's A VERY VERY GOOD LUCK!BELIEVE U CAN DO IT..MIRACLE WILL HAPPEN WHEN U BELIEVE ;)
XOXO.
Im not lettin u go just yet.
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2009-09-30T21:20:00.009+08:00

I can read the lines,
on your face,
and they`re telling me,
everything i already know...
I hold you in my arms
But your light,years away from me slowly sinking under alone..

So i act cool on the outside but it`s eating me alive..

Cuz when it comes to you,there`s nothing i can do..I can`t make you love me when you don`t..I see it in your eyes all the compromise..I can`t take another slow goodbye...
I die a million times every time when you look me in the eye..Cuz i`ve heard it all before the same game going around and around but i still end up with nothin,but hurting..

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Anw taday,i gave da guy next door a chochie ^^

Duno lurh wether he lyks urh..Asri told me he was erm,energetic?Lol..

But duno in a sacarstic way er not..

Haha...

Btw,Played netball challenge wit d otha class in p.e..Awesome!!^^ won 4-0 .. Yahoo!

Cant wait fer soccer..heh...

BTW,MRS VASU IS GETTIG KINDA FRIENDLIER WIT ME.LOL!^^

Buhbyee..

Psssstt...
Secret Admirer *wink*

Currently missing - JC&Ling .
Currently loving - J.A.T.B .